One of the blessings in my life is not having to wonder where my next meal is. Not having to turn to drugs or be in an environment where as a child I think they are burning bodies down the street. Through the first half the book two stories really struck me and that would be when the Reverend was going into the city to pass out clean needles and condoms and when she went to the hospital and had to wait with people who had gunshot wounds just to get a room. In the second half the two stories that shined was the story with the Reverend and the upset women and an interview with a women who talks about important figures in our history.
When the reverend was walking around handing out fresh needles and condoms to addicts and prostitutes it was the biggest slap in the face. “Volunteers arrive here twice a week to give out condoms and clean needles to addicted men and women, some of whom bring their children with them” (Kozol.12). You would think you would be not encouraging these activities but in reality that is all these people have in their minds. Sex is taking things off their minds and helping pay bills and needles allow for “safe” shoots. Going off the shoot up the numbers of people affected by AIDS is staggering. “In this building? Including children, maybe 27 people” (Kozol.13) “On page 219 it shows statistics of how many people have AIDS. “91 percent of children in New York who are born with AIDS are black or Hispanic, as are 84 percent of women who have AIDS”. It is so important that Kozol shows these single stories because they give the reader an identity and it pushes the emotions through his words. My question through out this portion of the book was why? Why these kids, why the Bronx, and why isn’t anyone doing anything about it.
When the Reverend Overall was sick and she went to the hospital. When I go to the hospital i do not have to worry if the equipment is clean. I do not have to worry if they will even have the time to see me but that is the complete other story for her. “Men with gunshot wounds. People with AIDS. Old people coughing up their blood. On the third day I gave up and went back home” (Kozol.17). These citizens have to leave these hospitals in fear of getting worse than they are. To answer my earlier questions of “why?” I think I have an answer. They are not alone and there are people trying to fix the community. Not the people who enforce power but the people who are the power: the power of voice. People like Kozol who are going to these places and digging into what these people are going through. People like the reverend who go into the communities constantly to pass out fresh supplies and are the voice of who are struggling. That is why it is important to give a voice to the stories told giving the location and giving names, the stories would not be as strong if Kozol wrote the book another way it would not be in the class discussion if it was not liberating.
In the second portion of the book the first story that caught my attention was when Reverend Overall was talking about picking up a women and taking her to the market with her, when she dropped her off at her home this happened. “By the time I drop her off at her apartment here, she’s frequently in tears” (Kozol.211). When I am on my way home from an event I feel tired but never in tears when laying in bed. Your home should be the most comforting and safest place for anyone but that is the complete opposite for the people in New York. A way the Reverend was making a difference by picking her up frequently and trying to take the pain away that is called “home”. Again no one should ever be in tears when arriving home and it makes me so upset when I see the rich and how they are living compared to those in poverty.
The last story that has made me upset and wonder is when they are talking about historical figures that changed our country. “Do you think it will happen again? I ask. Nope she says. I don’t at least not in New York. Not while you and I are alive” (Kozol.236). This conversation is about change and if the type of changes King and Malcolm X made will ever be made in our day of age and with our struggles. When she said no it struck me because I think the complete opposite. With the recent shooters many people have advocated for gun reform and many millennials. I think we can make a change and it could happen again. In her defense she did said she has never lived anywhere else and she does not have the resources we have like a computer. So that could change her opinion, but she also comes from a place where people are dying daily so she is not seeing the change within her community. But change is not something that be done in a day it takes a much longer time. you did not see King or Malcolm X rush in fact King wanted the people to think and do things right and not rush their process. I think the world can change I just think we should be advocating more for this change like Kozol is.
Work Cited
Kozol, Jonathan. Amazing Grace: the Lives of Children and the Conscience of a Nation. Broadway Paperbacks, an Imprint of the Crown Publishing Group, a Division of Random House, Inc., 2012.
